Like an old couch I'd sit around and fade away into the background.
Though my heart longed to see center stage I felt doomed to forever sing just background.
But something changed.
Actually I should say someone changed me.
This revolution didn't start with me.
It started with God. He knew how much I love people and singing.
He also knew how scared I am of everything new.
Now I can stand in center stage feeling a few butterflies and the sweet joy of God's gift.
Did I ever feel joy when I was scared and hiding?
No.
Those are the Devil's tools. Trying to make me forget what God says.
And what he will do for me if I just ask Him to.
I never thought I'd want anything more than what was comfortable.
God changed me.
(12/22/1998)
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